Speechless and Redundant

I have absoloutely no words to describe how I feel. Love has always been hard for me to describe, but I've found ways. But this time, oh dear lord this feeling is so strong, its overpowering my mind. "Total bliss", "pure ecstasy", they're all understatements right now. I've never been able to say that I could see myself spending teh rest of my life with one person. I've never been able to trust someone so much. I don't know how to describe it. Its so redundant to say "I love him" but its just not enough. It's not enough to say I love him, because its more than that. There isnt a word for it, but its more than that. Sometimes I wonder if I love him too much, but then again, I'm so happy. God my head is so in the clouds I'll never come down. wow. I just realized how anyone reading this isnt going to give a shit. But meh. I just dont care right now. Im way to happy.